A few poems

Okay so I wrote these poems. I'm sort of new at this so give me a break yah? Forewarning I suck at metaphors. Please critique away and give advice, it's all welcomed. I was feeling so strange and emotional when I wrote the first two because of a certain someone. I can't mention any names but I hope I get to see more of them. Kinda doubt it though because I think we're are friends at least but they might not. Oh well...
Some of my poems are written from different perspectives because I'm twisted like that haha. I dunno I just write junk. =D
Expressing Myself

Feeling your tender lips graze mine
A ghost of a chance for me
I dream about you all of the time
I wish we could just be

I want to feel your warmth besides in my mind
My dreams become more vivid with each degree
Yet you don’t know how I’m confined
Expressing myself is so hard, only you hold the key

I’m not even sure of my own true self, wait rewind
So how can I be with you; no don’t flee
Please be kind
Can’t you just listen to me?

It crushes me to think of you with someone, I’ve been declined
You can’t help but hurt me, be free
You don’t know of my burning design
No one can love me like I want you to

Notice Me

I see you from time to time
A smile hits my face
I think; you don't notice me
You say hi, maybe even smile

Its all I can hope for
Wanting you to feel the way I do
Get those crazy butterflies when you think of me
But I'm no mind reader

too afraid to say what I feel
an ocean full of possible rejections, waves of despair
your eyes lie elsewhere
can't you just notice me? 

Faster Falling

Make it faster, no keep this pace
Close your eyes
I don't want to see your face

Fill me with these lies
My thoughts blanketed in dark lace
No longer linked with those ties

You can't be him, only replace
Give me one of those temporary highs
So only gasps can escape

Opening my eyes
only wishing to see his face
Leave me falling from these dark skies

no gripping the emergency brake